Unspoken Words

I dont like talking about my feelings. I feel like we are back at square one. Missing the times i got without having to ask. Staying with me just because you seemed like you wanted to be in my company. Simply chillin && talking about whateva. One day someone to me to just leave you alone && I tried to tell myself that i probably shouldnt like you but thats simply lying to myself. Knowing in my mind that this could go no where because something tells me i won't ever be #1 but I will just have to deal with it. There are things I wish I could take back especially because I feel it changed what had. I know this might seem random && you might know already.

But I'm trying to figure out whats there && whats not.