Tuesday, May 12, 2009

Indecisive Mind

Someone told me they think I have the mindset of a boy, what exactly does that mean? I do not really catch feelings easily or wear my emotions on my sleeve. I simply have my own way of thinking and going about things

So I met this guy a little while back. Some things had taken place && in his mind he felt everything was planned out. There was the thought in the end we would end up together, but that didn’t happen. We dealt with our ups & downs like any other type of relationship. But in my mind the downs were starting to overtake the ups. I felt as though I was being pushed away.
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I was taken into a zone away from the drama. In the times of my downs there was someone there to help comfort me && help me deal with the unnecessary drama taking place between me & this guy. I almost began to have some hope behind the comfort but then a reality set in & I was
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But recently, there has been someone who has found a way to intrigue me. I don’t know if it’s the tats or the way he rocks to the beat. I can only go into it with a positive mind.


People have always had their share of thoughts on who I decided I keep around. They usually start out on good terms && I can only hope things stay that way for a little while.

I don't know what to think sometimes. My mind can be all over the place. But even with all the scattered thoughts I know what I am trying to see...

“I'm trying to see what’s there && what’s not”

...i'M NO REAL HURRY, ONLY TiME WiLL TELL

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