So we sat down to discuss this way of thinking many of the ladiez in my circle tend to have. When some people look at us they say we are assholes, we play too many mind games or people look to find all the flaws instead of simply trying to expect things for the way they are.

Dealing with some of the situations I have gone through are probably the reason why I think the way I do. I appear to have my own way in thinking... down to the way i pick people I call my friends && the other relationships I try to develop.
The moment when decided to really care about a person, I felt as though they took my kindness for weakness. Asking them for something so simply && then they turn out to let me down. I was never a person to look for anything, I'm a very simple being... no need for extra complication. I got back up from the brief moment of tears no one knew I shead && continued on trucking. Until once again I felt comfortable to let my guard down again. But this time I learned from the first, && I think that is the cause of the reason I don't let people get to close.
*don't let anyone get to close
*afraid of heartache
*no one is worth my tears
*may push you away
*complex minded
*different outlook
*don't try & find my flaws
*don't play on my flaws
Simply except me for who I am.


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