Monday, February 1, 2010

Emotional Maze

What is happiness? The dictionary says good fortune; pleasure; contentment; joy
-- We all want to achieve this at some point in own lives. Some sooner rather than later.

People live life as though it is an obstacle course. We physically fight against all the odds in our own way. Trying to build a strength to which we feel no one can break us.

When we try and face thing based off our emotions, it similar to a maze. We want to know which direction will lead us to the center of our happiness but always seem to hit that wall. The wall forces us to take a step back and to carry on a new path. With this new path we can only hope we do not run into another wall.

We all face have reached thses high points in which we give praise but we have also hit those points where we just want to give up. But realize we have to fall in order to get up. WITH JOY COMES PAIN.


With our HAPPINESS comes SADNESS
We could only hope our TRUST does not become DOUBT
And know with LOVE comes HEARTACHE








Wednesday, January 6, 2010

A Decade

We finally brought in the New Year.

We brought it in knowing we wanted to start off with a bang.

Making sure we kept ourselves around the company that would help us enjoy our time away.

"We came to get krunk, How bout you, Bottles up, Lets go round two !"




We all got together so that we can have a reunion. Knowing we are a unit from a while back. Holding down the bond we had created through the long years that we have spent together.

Class Of 2008 ♥

Saturday, October 10, 2009

Blinded

What is pride? The dictionary says it is a lofty and often arrogant assumption of superiority in some respect.

Pride leaves you blind
-> to whats right under your nose
-> to see whats real

It can work with or against you.
Working with to get a sense of oneself.
Against, simply leaving you in the dark to things around you.
Needing to be realistic about what is going on ... BLINDED BY PRIDE

Needing to put the pride aside sometimes. Its getting in the way of seeing whats real.

"Coming To Term With My Inner Being"

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

LOST



EMOTIONS ran high


FEELINGS got deep


MIND went crazy



then the HEART grew cold

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

Continued

Unspoken Words
--> Silenced so no one can hear what you are thinking.

Unasnwered Questions
--> There are some which were left unsaid. They dwell in the minfs of those afraid to ask.

Scattered Thought
--> They stay lingering in your mind. So many you don't know what to think anymore.

Friday, September 18, 2009

Its That Deep.

Thoughts are racing when it comes to feelings who knows what the outcome could be. Hopefully it does not seem as though it was a waste of your time. Wishing the time will some to figure out what we are doing. It will help me probably explain my feelings.

FEELiNGS ARE CONFUSiNG, EXPESSiNG THEM ARE SO HARD ... iTS GETS THAT DEEP.

I have come to dig you more than I orginally expected. In my mind kind of thought it was going to be something in my mind.

SAD - I cannot see you when I want
UPSET - cause its hard to express how I feel
HURT - moments I feel I miss you more than you miss me

curious to know if we are wasting time ... curious to know what we are doing.

*not kicking it with anyone else.
*trying to give you my time.
*focused my attention in one area.

TRESPASSiNG

At the moment one of those times you wish you could forget but when you look back it will simple be unforgettable, something to take down in the books !


Things started off so simply having a good time. It was one all around for the team. Happy she was able to bring in another year of life.

"Time isn't wasted when your getting wasted" ... One minute things are all smiles and soon took a drastic turn.









There aren't any words to help describe how the course of the evening went. But this seems to be best way to explain it. I must say one of the best birthdays. "party party party, lets all get wasted"

*ambulance *minor blackouts *TRESPASSING