Blinded

What is pride? The dictionary says it is a lofty and often arrogant assumption of superiority in some respect.

Pride leaves you blind
-> to whats right under your nose
-> to see whats real

It can work with or against you.
Working with to get a sense of oneself.
Against, simply leaving you in the dark to things around you.
Needing to be realistic about what is going on ... BLINDED BY PRIDE

Needing to put the pride aside sometimes. Its getting in the way of seeing whats real.

"Coming To Term With My Inner Being"

LOST

EMOTIONS ran high

FEELINGS got deep

MIND went crazy

then the HEART grew cold

Continued

Unspoken Words
--> Silenced so no one can hear what you are thinking.

Unasnwered Questions
--> There are some which were left unsaid. They dwell in the minfs of those afraid to ask.

Scattered Thought
--> They stay lingering in your mind. So many you don't know what to think anymore.

Its That Deep.

Thoughts are racing when it comes to feelings who knows what the outcome could be. Hopefully it does not seem as though it was a waste of your time. Wishing the time will some to figure out what we are doing. It will help me probably explain my feelings.

FEELiNGS ARE CONFUSiNG, EXPESSiNG THEM ARE SO HARD ... iTS GETS THAT DEEP.

I have come to dig you more than I orginally expected. In my mind kind of thought it was going to be something in my mind.

SAD - I cannot see you when I want
UPSET - cause its hard to express how I feel
HURT - moments I feel I miss you more than you miss me

curious to know if we are wasting time ... curious to know what we are doing.

*not kicking it with anyone else.
*trying to give you my time.
*focused my attention in one area.

TRESPASSiNG

At the moment one of those times you wish you could forget but when you look back it will simple be unforgettable, something to take down in the books !


Things started off so simply having a good time. It was one all around for the team. Happy she was able to bring in another year of life.

"Time isn't wasted when your getting wasted" ... One minute things are all smiles and soon took a drastic turn.









There aren't any words to help describe how the course of the evening went. But this seems to be best way to explain it. I must say one of the best birthdays. "party party party, lets all get wasted"

*ambulance *minor blackouts *TRESPASSING

MY HEART

There are ones that i was told to stay away from,

ones that ihave to question

&& ones in which ikeep close to my heart.

i find myself always trying to see the good in people, even if they have done me wrong.

When i finally decide to let people in, i would hope they dont go away.

I share my passt, present && hopefully my future with those near to my heart.

Im not exactly sure what love means but i KNOW when i tell u, i mean it !

i always feel as tho love is over-rated but in reality i really do LOVE you.

*NM, AB, AP, ZO, KJ, MB, CC, SR, KD*

Overwelmed

Things seemed so easy at one point

...EVERYTHiNG was handed to you

...DECISIONS were made for you

...BARELY walked on your own two feet

Suddenly things have taken a turn.

...Picking up MY own pieces
...Started thinking about things for MYSELF
...Began walking my OWN two feet

Learning how to deal with all different situations

...holding everything in.

...putting my feeling to the back.

...feelings as tho my kindness --> can be taken for weakness

...confirmed that i am misunderstood

...knowing some of my actions don't fully reflect my feelings

...some things just have become the most...