In Paradise

In the matter of a simple phone call you were gone.

Don't get me wrong, the last words shared were something worth smiling about. BUT I wasn't expecting the last worlds to come so soon.

Someone so genuine, protective, humble, smarter then anyone seemed to understand ...a good one taken away.

We shared drama, smiles, tears and who knows what else a BIG brother and BABY sister could share. You watched me grow and helped me see somethings in a different light.

We may not have shared the deepest of moments, but the things shared were worth ever moment.

I do not know how I am going to deal with having you gone. But I KNOW that you are in a better place watching over us all.

You were a man of style, always recreating yourself to world. The people on the outside knew you as these different images, alias ...but to me you simple were, are MY BIG BROTHER CORY

Yes, I know you are GONE

but trust and believe you

NEVER, EVER be forgetten...

I Love You Big Brother, Rest In Paradise

♥ Jefferson 'Cory' Johnson ♥

No Words Can Describe

Its been a while since we've talked, there just seemed to be a lot going on around me recently that has side tracked me from laying down some of my thoughts. Things that have become to overwelming or even bigger then i will ever understand.

Debating with my HEAD and HEART about this thing called love

and LOSSING someone in the blink of eye not knowing why.

My HEAD is at world wind, moving at a pace that I cannot fully understand

Trying to figure out if I should take on this word called love,

Trying to understand why someone would want to hurt you.

My HEART is broken, as though something was taken from me with no remorse

Not knowing if I take on something else how my heart will be treated,

Not knowing why someone would want to take a life from another.

As I sit here and share some brief thoughts about things that have happened recently ...Im stuck with these UNSPOKEN WORDS that linger through SCATTERED THOUGHTS about these UNANSWERED QUESTIONS.