Tuesday, August 4, 2009

MY HEART

There are ones that i was told to stay away from,
ones that ihave to question
&& ones in which ikeep close to my heart.
i find myself always trying to see the good in people, even if they have done me wrong.

When i finally decide to let people in, i would hope they dont go away.
I share my passt, present && hopefully my future with those near to my heart.
Im not exactly sure what love means but i KNOW when i tell u, i mean it !

i always feel as tho love is over-rated but in reality i really do LOVE you.

*NM, AB, AP, ZO, KJ, MB, CC, SR, KD*

Monday, August 3, 2009

Overwelmed

Things seemed so easy at one point
...EVERYTHiNG was handed to you
...DECISIONS were made for you
...BARELY walked on your own two feet


Suddenly things have taken a turn.

...Picking up MY own pieces
...Started thinking about things for MYSELF
...Began walking my OWN two feet


Learning how to deal with all different situations
...holding everything in.
...putting my feeling to the back.
...feelings as tho my kindness --> can be taken for weakness
...confirmed that i am misunderstood
...knowing some of my actions don't fully reflect my feelings
...some things just have become the most...